(Source: m-eowth, via dorkykaryna)
sleep
some may ask how I sleep at night, in answer to that hopeless question most nights I don’t.
ill just lay and listen and think of how I could be doing things better. I sometimes reminise on how your soft delicate body came close to mine. your hands and fingers wrapped around my waist.
I don’t sleep!
I wish for you tonight.
I’ve always dreamed about this moment
And now it’s here and I’ve turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode
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You must have heard it
From my best friend
She’s always talkin’ when she should be listenin’
Can’t keep a secret
To save her life
But still I trusted her with all I felt inside
I never knew, a rumor could spread so fast
‘Cause now the word is out
All over town
That I’m longing for you
truth be told once i get any little form of attention from the opposite sex
i fall for them and there pathetic lies instantly.
i will give them my heart and soul
knowing ill get possibly half of what i give them back.
then BOOM its all gone just like that.
they leave me empty once again.
of course the only person to blame is me.
the weak and lonely me who will do anything for a little bit of feeling.
